IT'S BIGGS!

i am tired. i have lots of things to do. design design design.

my eyes were tired too. so very tired.

but hey, i wanted to thank everyone who participated in the exhibit held in our gallery.


that's the only photo i got with ME being included! ( i was the one taking their pics, and the one holding a blue tracing tube below)
napaka-adik nila! fine-- natin o sige!


me katabi pa akong mga "isyu"!! hihihi!

another pic!


with arch. equipaje (on the rightmost)





pati sa elevator hindi pinatawad!

that's my entry for now! if i have TIME i will edit this part! sa mga adik, just go into our photobucket account!

gash i am reaaally truuuly tired. T_T

"paglulutuin kita? bakit? sino ka ba?"

it hurts to know that you actually know the fact that your sole brother doesn't care for you like you do. well, i only show that i don't care for him maybe because he seem to show also that he doesn't even care about me. but just this very moment i have felt i am being so tormented and so hurt. his RD (rest day) was scheduled today and who do you expect to be at home, to prepare even a very simple dinner for a very tired person like me? haha, the question is... well, it's in my introductory line.

and you know what is wrong in this set of people? it is as if they were sooo tired with all the watching TV thing and soo tired resting that they don't mind to cook for their own food. in short, they got lazy feeding themselves. nakakapu** diba? and as for me to expect even fried fried or something? nothing... and in the end i would still be the one to clean up their LUNCH dishes.

what would you feel?

ako? chickenshit.

my dad's flight schedule was so early that i can't help but to think that it just happened just a while ago. yep... just a while ago. i absolutely thought that it would be next week pa, but the office said they'll be leaving by 8pm, today... yeah..

i'll miss him again...

classes were suspended due to some instances like...



yep, these are my fellow co-thomasians (composing of cfad and arki students) parked in the lobby, unfortunately cheering the tigers' heat just in there. tigers won against the warriors, having the chance of facing the eagles this sunday! waaaaa!! for the championship!!

so that's it for now! i really got lazy posting for now. i dunno.

p.s.
thanks albert for the chuckie.
and for the v-cut sweet chilli.
thank for enduring my latecomings, and for accepting my simple wishes.
love you.

was it my fault?! darn it! i really hate doing accidents! maybe im getting too proned to it already!! why is that no one can accept it, that i am a clumsy, a mess, a >insert any related synonym here< person?!

even for you!??! darn monday mornings!!!!!!!!!!

yesss!! my blog layout is 90% done! yey!!

for today i just bought cheap but nice earphones along with the dvd-r's in cd-r king. :D

hey! UST won against UE!!!! would you believe that! waaaahahahaha! eh, i just wish they are that good if the green archers return in the next season.

but then, so what? yey!! cheers, co-thomasians!!

"pabili nga ng colgate, yung close-up..."

this has been one of the spoofs my prof said a while ago in discussing the BX brand sort of cable in our utilities class... the ust grounds held a concert a while ago but then because we have to attend our classes it has started even without us. hahaha. who cares about us anyway?

the guest bands include parokya ni edgar, sugarfree and itchyworms. if only itchyworms didn't come first then maybe i could stay longer... but it was finished after our class was finished. hay. albert came to fetch me. and then we justwent to sm hypermart to buy snacks. hehehe. thanks again for the bread pan. you should be grateful i treated you a chuckie!

just minutes ago me and me friend dice chatted about some things... about highschool, now and fresh news about the "buntisan festivals" of our batch and stuff. in my sole thoughts i ask myself, have i really changed? i wasn't open before when i hardly say i will never change but then look at me now... i just realized that i was right in not entering into relationships when i was in highschool not only because i don't want to have a commitment to somebody, but also because i wanted to live and act and breathe freely, with no one demanding so much on what i am doing. i just simply love being simple with the life i have, with my circle of frineds and such. i was happy back then. i control my time and my money, my actions, my taste in all aspects.

well maybe things do change, now. but i am happy to know that some things retain.. like my passion for anime, my kakalogan and being a soundboard... still i could see that nothing has change in me. its just that there are some instances that i could say that it adds the spice of my life... for i see manila a big place, unlike in high school, everyday is like a torture seeing the same faces. when you tend to explore and meet different people each day you would feel the need of having someone with. and these has been me for eight months and a week now. haha.

i remember what dice said, as i quoted her: "human nature lang talaga na maghanap ng kasama..."

hehe, no. i won't forget my highschool memories. just the mere thinking of it makes me laugh and made me feel go back into those years.. yes... those are my lifetime treasures...

uno: not all funky looking (patok) jeepneys runs fast, especially if the driver is kinda old. =))

dos: i respect every person's privacy. i mean, if somebody made me feel that i shouldn't be minding their own beezwax, so be it. yes, really! no joke. i mean, i do respect every person's decision of not telling me things they don't want to tell, because it is a secret. the most important thing is that i don't force them to tell me such. i am not that type of person that goes mad and not the type of like don't-ever-talk-to-me-again person if i haven't known some info, just because it is not shared to me. 101% promise. and for those who are non-believers, this has been ME since i was born. i never force anyone to, you know... because i respect their existence.


tres: i started to become open to my feelings lately, especially with pan. i told him some things has changed ever since the first misunderstanding we had. he wasn't kind of that super extra sweet and malambing. and after the argument we felt we have kinda back to zero, starting again... we seldom go out eversince he became busy to his on the job training, and i too, in my design plates... we seldom SMS during those times. but now i could see that everything's back into place. he's starting to care for me a lot again just like before. he kisses just like before. haha! (that's what he told me!) well, i could feel that we do really "clicked" again to each other. maybe we needed more time again, and act like more mature, for understanding each other's time for other stuff, especially when it is for studies. yes. studies first. i told him i am just being open to him, at least. and i am happy to know that he loves me so much and more... and moore as days go by. he's aware that what we are going through should make our relationship strong. and our limitations as well. oh boy, he is really happy too to know that i love him so dearly!

kwatro: i do miss kitchie nadal's playlist! haha!


singko: sometimes we must avoid on lying too much. u agree? haha!


sais: dad gave me a tip on life. hahaha. so sweet for him to do. if he only knew i really very appreciated the fact that he DOES care for me. he told me moral things, and i could see naman na he surely gives me his trust. i was grateful he remind me of some things and some advices. i was really touched. i wish i could tell him so loud that i do love him, hahaha! but then i still believe in actions speaks louder than words...



syete: i am glad i am still a good listener. its been a long time ever since i have heard stories of such things... i could brag, i am still an effective soundboard. don't worry, your secret/s are fine with me. thanks for the trust!

ocho: yey, my blog layout is near to get done...

nwebe: PDA's are not bad in bus stops.

nothing beats my oozing lucky me! pancit canton hot chili with half-boiled egg, partnering it with cold choco with a 3 in 1 coffee. sarap! yumyum! i was munching it as i type these words, hehe!

i overslept again last night, it is because i've done my research part in design making me go nuts until 4am in the morning. i did overslept, that's why i was an hour absent yesterday in my design class... gee...

nothing so much happened today. i just bought a watermelon lip balm at the body shop, at last. hehe.


waaaaaaaaa! my pancit canton is gone!

it feels so good you are being appreciated for the effort/s you are doing and the things you give to someone, isn't it? i just smiled, knowing that i have made one person happy today.

long live pare! happy birthday bigboy! =))

Check this out... the BSB--- sobra sa lima wannabes!!

astig, the ever-active SDT (Salinggawi Dance Troupe) did it again--five times in a row!! go uste!! yeah!!

i recorded the replay of it! and UP and FEU as well! if you want to have a copy just ask me :) but i am not assuring you that it is 100% good, kasi ngawit na ngawit na ko! hehehehe! i just used the diggie and be freaking froze til its done!

i am glad i bought two architectural books a while ago! i am so happy! finally i bought sir banister fletcher's HOA! hahahaha! for only phP 1,595.00! a discount! i also bought (at last!) the time saver's building types!

and in that i wanted to thank my mama and papa! thanks so much!! mwah!

i didn't watch in araneta. (about that uaap cheering comp) a bit ironical thought, knowing that i lived just beside the big dome... i went to a place where i've never been to, saw it and ended up feeling so good to be awakened by a gentle not-so-usual contact. it was mid-heaven!

i just felt guilty though, i felt i just went there to enjoy that way instead of the business part. i still apologize. but anyway, i would still do my part, and i hope i could help a little.

but i want you to know, i would never forget it. ever.



still, it will happen at the right time.
still, i admit i want it even more.

hehehe, i never imagined in my past 8 months of existence i would never been so happy, facing life with someone i see together with, in my future gray years. though problems come and eventually go, i am fine you are still holding on, believing we could possibly do things in our will.

thanks for everything. thanks for making me quite mature enough to know and think things and prioritize the most. thanks for teaching me and for keeping me in mind the values of patience and endurance. thanks for not giving up on my bad days and i hope you appreciate as well the things i do for you... for us! you mean a lot to me!

no any sweet word could say but...

libre mo ko.


hehehe! aylabyu bakla! haburday satin!! mwah! *hugz*



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i've been thinking of another layout. for the meantime maybe it would appear like this, but i want you to know, i enhanced the template of my original layout.

i try my work to be simple. bg's experimented in adobe and some stuff... its been a long time ever since i made one. schoolwork's first.

what i hate so much nowadays is that its as if people think that they are the only ones who could come up with such things like this. i am an amateur, and i am happy to see my diary, journal or blog whatever in this way because i did it with my own. afterall, i am still a girl, fascinated with such.

haha i am feeling crazy, baliw, timang... feelers shut up.

i was glad and fine with the result of all the groups who have performed a while ago during the humanities class... astig!!

it may ended fine except for the incident that had happened in the morning a while ago. i got "scolded" by the "head guard" for not asking their "permit" regarding of bringing such speakers. the main thing here is that i was about to get it out from the building because yesterday we kept it inside the locker for safety. he told me i should get permit from the dean's office---which in before we never did! even up to now because as what we have known it wasn't violated any rules. why is that so?

my temper got shortened because for the first time of my three years of studying in the university i have felt such argument with just a certain head guard--sorting himself like one. duh! i really cried in anger, banging their tables shouting i-don't-care who could see me. i could still feel the badness i encountered. yes i know i have the bad part there, for not giving such... stupid permits and for acting so outrageous a while ago which is really not ME, but here's the catch: if they wanted such clean and carefree system, that mahoganic-colored irritating head guard SHOULD BE THERE 24/7! its as if he chose the day whom he wanted the building to get secured, is that? and as if i steal sound systems owned by the college?! HELLER!?! to tell you very honestly their stuff were almost nearly to get useless! kanila na ang mga bulok na yun!

why owned laptops can enter without such problem? why CFAD's could enter without that super strict maintenance? if i were them they should start checking even tracing tubes as well---or, dentent students who wear such colorful socks in stripes.

enough of the crap, i am so tired. i don't even want to narrate every single detail because it sucks to know that as if im still in high school with these such of treatment they cater to us, with this pontifical catholic university i entered. the next time i'll just follow what it should be done. that would be the last sort. to end this insanity -bossy feeling they had. shitness.

it is so bad to feel i am like entering the building with a heavy heart. that's starting tomorrow. i hope i could forget this, and live like a normal arkistud again.

my deepest prayers to Steve Irwin... aww... may he rest in peace. *sighs*

(insert cue uste hymn here )

"God of all nations... merciful Lord of our restless being..."



a while ago was the biggest, ultimate and super hell-like experience in my Thomasian life so far... i have encountered floods eversince but not this "grabe" as this! even though i tried to avoid as such, still i have no choice but to cross the flood in españa just to get rid of the traffic. (vehicles were not moving anymore!!) i really have no choice but to go to the nearest LRT2 station, by just mere walking. my red pants were dripping wet---no not just my pants but all of me: my bag (luckily the stuff inside were still dry), my shirt, my hair... my SHOES!! i could feel it squeaking already. hahaha! of course! and, whenever jeepeneys maximize engines and drive their vehicles, it creates waves, increasing up to the lowest step of the over pass. hahaha. astig.

i went home as early as 9. i immediately took a bath to fix myself. nagmuka akong basura. hahaha. btw thanks beng, geran and marynor for the camwhoring. hahahaha! i want to get my own vanity pics, asap! ^_^ and beng, i hope tito perry had seen you early. (ate ging even texted me to ask if im still with you. hope you guys went home safe.)

even pedicabs didn't help. and they even charged at the unusual rate! kanila na pedicab nila! if only i cut my hoa class it wouldn't be as dreadful as this. well, it was quite fun and tiring anyway. i hope i still have the strength to come to class tomorrow. my shoes were wet. they wouldn't mind if i come to class wearing flipflops, would they?

leptospirosis, no way...

those pics above came from Beng's digie... thanks pare... mwah!

go uste... 4x... go go go go! U-S-T! UST tigers!! i'm positive this would be in varsitarian's next juicy ish... hahaha! taena.

darn it.