IT'S BIGGS!

i must say im taking my english (barok) in my entries seriously, eh? =))

albert gave me a souvenir from his grandparents' golden wedding anniversary yesterday. it was nice... a figurine of the holy family. good... good... Ü

we didn't go home together last night because he had an overnight at emman's place for their design subject thing... so... haha. it's ok. ok lang...

the engineering science exam on shear and moment diagrams were postponed and will be conducted next Saturday! yipeee!!! \m/

what a quite lucky day.

and so he came...

my dad came home from Frankfurt yesterday--yeah, with an injured look. of course he was. he had gone thin, tanner skin and now semi-long hair. he welcomed me home with a lop-sided smile, eating dinner with my mom. that was about past nine in the evening. uncle ronnie was here too and the other folks. i missed him, but i had to admit, not that so much.

haha, why? because i still catch up into him whenever he's away thru SMS. that is why i got the chance on knowing what's up with him while he's there... and as well as that accident happened after my birthday.

he told the company to reside into our house for the meantime before admitting in the hospital. i must say he had gone a lot better than he was there in the ship, mending his injury by himself. now that he's here, we'll assure him that he could recover fast. yeah!

that would be tomorrow, i presume...

argh. i'm tired of seeing this layout... maybe if i got the chance of fixing it after my prelim exams... then maybe i could.

heyhey, special announcement: haburdey ke shoti Christopher King!!!! treat ka naman dyan! mwahugzz!

so this is it for now... hope you had a nice weekend. mine's never better! :)



browse til your eyes got sore...

mmm... feels so good to erase a depressing entry, but then i still wanted to remain it as it is. i must say, not all things that are happening in one's life are always funny, happy and something to excite about. that serves as a lesson. an obstacle in which we had surpassed. yey!

obstacles... as what denise has told me. thank you girl.

if you guys only knew the ones involve, you are sure going to give me a hilarious look. i bet. argh lets forget about it alright?


anyways... before i start my work, (and that is scanning for our research in our new design major plate) i wanted you guys to know that my dad will be coming home tomorrow because of the accident that had happened last tuesday in his work abroad. X-ray findings shown no broken ribs of him he had a dislocated one. poor dad... i felt bad and awful for him but i felt more pity for myself. i don't even know if i could still educate myself with such knowledge, by the mere studying in UST makes them down. yes, we are almost down, now that the house in antipolo is still in construction, and now that dad has to go back here and take his medications here and his recovery faster than in abroad (even though the company would take the expense for it).

i felt sad for my mom; she hasn't sleep that well these past few nights... and i felt mad for my big brother. i know it sucks to spill what i have in mind, and i suck to voice out what i am feeling, but what the heck, even though i couldn't give as of now the income they wanted to have, that doesn't mean that i can't tell what i wanted to tell. that i can't speak up for what is and for what is not. i am so doomed. i really felt the pity that has gradually eating the whole of me. sometimes i wanted to burst out. a while ago i was merely thinking on that guidance counselor if maybe one time i could drop by and ask her some things that may lighten me. coz if not, maybe there would come a time that i'll give up all of these...

i hope i could still laugh like before. i could pa naman... pero sana... sana there would really come a time na all the happiness i have felt would not be alter with a sad one so fast.

blogger,

haha, parang ang dami kong oras. alam mo yun. pero pinagpaalam ko na ang 'overnight' thing sa bahay nila eyns bukas. sana. hay. pag naaalala ko kasi yun para akong nawawalan ng gana magreport. oy baka mamali ka ng intindi ha. haaaaaaaaaay. ako rin nalalabuan sa sarili ko. sa mga pinagsasabi ko.

hinde. bago ako mawalan ng gana, at chaka baka sakaling balikan ng pagkagana sa paggawa ng slide, sasabihin ko na ang sentimyento ko. ikaw lang talaga blogger ang sandigan ko ngayon. sa oras syempre ng kadramahan...

alam mo yun... (ayan bigla ko nakalimutan yung itatype ko!). arrrgh.. hay. eto na:
alam mo yun... hindi ko alam kung ano ang perception nila ng salitang "overnight". na para bang maglalaro ka lang ba, ganun? magpapakasaya? magloloko o gagawa ng katarantaduhan? hindi ko alam bakit ganun ang tingin nila sa salitang yun. nakakalungkot, gusto kong mainis at maiyak pero di ko magawa, o siguro nagpipigil lang ako. siguro nga hindi importante ang report, at hindi ako hindi pagkakatiwalaan ng ganito. sobra. nakakalungkot. parang napakabata ko pa.

bat ganun...

ayoko na tamad na ko magpost.

hi blogger... miss na kita. T_T la eh dami ko ginagawa.

para sa kaalaman ng lahat,gumagawa kami (lahat ng 3rd year) ng design proposal for a science and technology MUSEUM. yup... that's our project---due TOMORROW.

ang saya-saya. hell life.

pero enjoy. wala lang. sa plate na to, isa lang ang masasabi ko:

matatapos ko to. at sana pag natapos ko to me napatunayan na ko sa lahat. nang sana naman ay hindi nayurakan ang pagkatao ko ng isang akusasyon. well, SANA lang naman.

gudluck sa ating lahat, mga frustrated architect-wannabes!!!

ang sarap ng sunflower strawberry crackers! yun lang! :)

cge gawa na ko ng plate. amf.

hindi halata sa mukha ko ngayon pero ganyan talaga ako ngayon. hehehe. sa mga me gustong makaalam... ipapaalam ko. hahahaha.

hayyyy salamat.. salamat.. mahal na mahal kita.

kahit na me mga nakakainis na pangyayari pagkauwi ko (ayoko na maalala), i still thank someone who had caused my happiness not only for this day but for all the days i've come to realize, masaya pala ang mga noon ay akala ko hindi. na ok na kong ganito, na ok na masaya na ko sa buhay ko.. pero mas may sasaya pa pala dun, maniwala ka.

sa yo na lagi akong pinapasaya... sana di ka magbago... sana di rin ako magbago. at kahit anu pa man, kung may mababago man simula bukas at sa mga susunod pang araw, gabi, linggo, buwan, kahit taon pa... lagi kitang sinasama sa mga dasal ko, sa mga pangarap ko... part ka na ng buhay ko. yehey! (sabayan ng kanta ni nina- ala goldilocks song..)

thanks for keeping up, still with me. happy six months! o rather its good to feel and say out loud:

happy half a year!

love ya so much. alam mo na yun. always.