halu! well as you can see, I am aiming to re-organize everything on this blog site since it has been yearssss since multiply... facebook and twitter started. Now that I have some kind of become more "determined" to bring my old hobbies back (first would be blabbing on again on this humble blog of mine--- second would be going back into fanfiction writing), I am also keen to incorporate new and interactive slots here.
To keep myself busy since I am away in my homeland, I realized that I can still reach out to all the things that I used to do. Its not everyday that I can talk and rant out to everyone in the flat just to calm myself down so... most likely I will always go back to the basics. :)
It's been a while, blogger! I can never replace superblogging experience. Now that I have my dslr, I can share my photos along as well! I might sign up for a tumlr account, who knows?
So watch out for my new blog entries. Aaand for those who would like to link their stuff to this site, please feel free to tell me and I'll see what I can do.
cheers!
xoxo,
Abbey
i remember i still have my blogger account. just let me say, i am so depressed right now. silly though i always ran into this online diary of mine whenever i get sad or pissed off. but i guess it just got to be that.
im so so depressed. i don't deserve this. but in any case i just have to let it all out. i don't know what to do anymore with this. i need a wide area to shout out all my rants in life. my family hates me for something i thought i never get done with. why would they always treat me like i always start a fight or something? i'm so hurt because they did not go and check what must be the real reasons. its as if i did all the problems which apparently not.
im sick and tired of this. i need a break.
I always got the nick of getting myself pissed off with a while ago's MRT ride going to my office. JEEZ! Just when will I get done ranting all about this everyday? Please Please MRT, when will you and your staff conceptualize for another brilliant plan to keep your riders loyal to you? Well I guess we can't say, "oh we'll going to take another medium for a ride" because YOU, are the only one --- the RELIABLE one that can drive me south to keep on going on with this life. crap.
My heart was torn in a while ago's ride. See, I woke up real fair and early and anticipated for the best--- yes, it's the 1st of March... So there I was, waiting on the line, listening to Magic 89.9 and counting the minutes that I still spared for my patience. holy cheese I'm still at the line for like, half an hour, yet no one's telling us to "hey, you can proceed now." JINXED DAY. SUPER JINXED.
And what gets me even more annoyed was that face. That face getting all moody when someone entered the room and was like choosing the people he'd like to talk to... I mean, what the hell?! I'm being friendly and nice and all and you're just ignore me like I never said anything? Something's really wrong with that dude, I swear. And then what, after a couple of hours he's okay? Nah... Being moody at times gets all your surroundings feel uneasy on you, especially when you're the 'guy next to the big guy'--kind of thing. Goodness.
Sorry for the rant. My day's not as good as last Sunday though... but at the end of the day's work I'm being rewarded by Kalai, who had 2 free tix to watch "Cop Out". Hilarious movie! Thanks again Kalai... more power on you and your "future plans" LOL.
I need to rest, need to go to the site, early morning. Ciao :)
it's been a while since i posted on a blog. i do multiply blogging for the past 2 years since i stopped on re-posting my rants here, until one day i dropped all of them. even though a lot of new things came into the cyber world, even though new helpful sites made blogging even more convenient than it was, still for me, nothing beats blogger. hehe.
and now that this site is "down" as some of my friends supposed to believe it was, i am now officially reviving this. yes, my dear... i am now back to this a bit old, yet reliable online diary that i once had. :) i must made my site looked a newly born one, but let's just say i'm still lazy at the moment. what's important is that i am announcing my comeback then again, and rest assured, things up here will change as i get more time for this than i was before.
moving on...
to refresh everyone's mind, I am an Architecture student... Since I don't post a lot on this site anymore, let me just say that I'll be formally taking my commencement exercises on the 25th, though I finished all the courses, summer of last year... I won't elaborate further of the details why, since I don't intend to broadcast this site's revival so, there you go. :) As of now, I worked on a small firm to get experience, and hit the board exams hopefully by next year. Wish me luck!
And so to de-stress myself, me and my nephew went to the Pyromusical Competition at MOA. I tagged along 2 of my friends, and thus meeting 4 more after. Then we had dinner at Dampa in Macapagal Ave, and to end the night out with laughter and good company.
At this point, I am being open to say that I missed one person, and wished he's never been away from me... I may be all hyped and laughing a lot a while ago, but I always feel this "missing part" inside of me. As I watched the fireworks display, I always thought, "it would have been nice if you're here beside me" kind of feeling... really. I felt sad for being this stupid to feel this way though but I had a point in me while watching the show that I felt I shouldn't be there, dramatizing the absence he made... The whole viewing made me go teary-eyed, and I just let it go since nobody sees me. lol.
I hope he's here with me... I'm so missing him a lot lately... It is true whenever others say, "you only realize he's existence when he's away from you." That really explains the "me" right now.
OH... i should sleep. another work day tomorrow... and i'd wait for another weekend to sleep long, and longer... I hope i don't see annoying people and pissing me off with their jokes that aren't suiting enough in the situation.
Have a sweet night people. :)