IT'S BIGGS!

mama finally approved regarding on the DSL stuff, effective two weeks from now!!! wahahahaha!!! ang tagal! pero this will lessen my agony and misery connections using dial-up! yosh yosh yooosh!!

because of the typhoon, the tomasino tribe hasn't given us the presence to study. in short, afternoon classes were suspended due to unknown reasons. if it is for the typhoon, well, what the heck? manila afternoons is soo damn super hot baby! anyway, thanks to them i got the chance to enter MIT for the second time! in my civilian clothes, i entered Mapua in a bliss... no sweat! thanks to albert for that!

i was there to knock gags on almost everyone i know. hehehe. i finally got the chance to wave at claire. hahaha! it was my first time. hey i did try to behave while i was there ok?! i just got so tensed on seeing new faces walking and passing and rushing! also, when at times albert was leaving me to check their professors, i was alone and trying to find something to ease the apprehension. hahahaha. thanks to daryl--este, Eng'r Jimenez, who was at the other side of the building--somewhere, with her special someone napping unconsiously :)

the grading was done, they are all happy, receiving a passing grade.. i just got numb being alone that i actually don't know i was half ignoring albert then. hehehe. im sorry for that. all the way home we passed jojo, telling us that he'll treat everyone left pancit canton hahaha. albert and i didn't come-- instead we made our own plan of me, treating him to sm north for congratulating him. i treated pan and myself a late lunch at the tokyo teriyaki house! jeezz!

at the mall, we even catched 6Cyclemind live on stage! i was so happy!! Ney Dimaculangan is cuuuuuuute!!! XD!

too bad i haven't brought my digicam. :(

to pan: as far as i know i haven't done anything to help you, but i want you to know i tried on supporting you until to the last minute, just by being with you through your tensed times. shameful for me to just be like that. but you know, i was so damn happy when you kissed and thanked me for my effort. i just felt i have done the big part all of a sudden. pan, i am so happy... hehehe. one down!! one left! you even told me i was your lucky charm? whoa! hehehe. you even answered the question that completes my day.

good luck! and alavyah alwaysssss!

could i get a sideline on this?

i was so down a yesterday that i even did get a glimpse of seeing this wonderful scene at the window.

thanks so much to beng for lending me her N6600. crap, i just can't ignore such beauty of Nature.

location: 7th flr, rm 708
rear side of the Beato Angelico Building
UST, Espana, Manila

time: 5:?? in the afternoon

title: Pink Skies






one of my favorite shot, though it is not so pink-ish. hehe!


extra bulate!



wag kang bibitiw bigla! hahahaha!




kahit ito, beauties of Nature! natural smirks, natural chuckles. ang chaka! hahaha!


just a while ago i was in Pampanga with my mom and my cousin Evelyn. My twin tito and tita turned 64 this day. and their names were after our hero, Andres Bonifacio. getting the picture? great. it was fun... i saw my Ninang but unfortunately hindi ako nakahingi ng aguinaldo. wakokoko...

man, i am sooo tired.

PLDT gave my mother a letter regarding on 0% interest rate of their DSL. i got amazed with the promo that i eventually told mom to avail for it!! besides, you'll save more than using dial-up. our phone bill as of now is higher because of using Vibe internet that collects our internet charges by PLDT. it costs us that high. besides, on availing the promo, we'll get faster connection and a free PC! but hey where will i use the free pc?

i just hope i could get mom's approval on or before this friday. ( a while ago she was verifying the requirements needed that she already have, example: SSS id, postal id, etc..) hehehe...

may CHANCE!!


i have a problem regarding on our job exposure project in professional ethics. i tried to ask my cousin if i could work to philippine trade but she said there's a hard time dealing those people. so instead she referred me to her cousin (but not my cousin!) who is working in construction materials. i suddenly thought that if i will be going to a job, ill make sure that it will be somehow related to my course. besides, the essence of doing such job is to feel the experience of having one, like contributing to the gross product of the country. hahaha. anyway its up to the company if they will give me a salary... but the truth is, even though they don't.

i am going insaaaaaaane?! where will my place be? where will i work? maybe i am not yet ready to the real world...

a while ago albert payed a visit here in my house. after he went to mapua, he fetched me in ust about 1:30. after an hour and a half we arrived, and here he stayed til 7pm. we just spent our time watching movies on hbo and cartoon network. (haha what the!)

but then again, my niece, lyrica was seducing him (FYI: lyrica will turn 4 next monday), so hard that i want to tie her hair and lock her up in our room. lyrica wasn't that stubborn and super childish whenever he visits me. its just that my niece overreacts everytime she wants, clinging to my boyfriend like she's just my age and dramatizing what a pity child she is... hahaha, how could i say these things to my niece? hey, if only you are here a while ago and see what my niece was doing after her all day's play, you could conclude that she beats me in terms of... flirting? haha. hahaha. she even left her boy playmates just to cling and nap in albert's lap just like that.

i told him i wasn't jealous, but, i don't know. hahaha... maybe i am... what a shame.



smile. tomorrow will be worse.

it has been since last night that i have been enthralled listening to his words, to the point of making me, unexplainably sobbed at the moment. the execution of those three words made me feel i am not ignored. i just hope i had helped him ease his burden regarding his schoolwork and stuff. i hope i have said the right words to make him smile, though i am not seeing him. i hope i have made him feel that i am just always ready to tell the best remedies of the heart. i hope i am effective.

so then. a while ago he wanted to visit here in my house, but i insisted not to because mama said she will be going to antipolo regarding on our house that is still in construction. my big brother is in vacation leave and sometimes i just couldn't stand him arguing all day. besides i haven't attended a mass yet. (mama's always hearing the Sunday mass at 5am--i was still asleep back then). so i said he could come another day like this coming tuesday. for my sake, he, was again repeating again the afternoon mass. i always felt anxious whenever he does something to do repeatingly. but all i can hear from him is "OK lang!"

Quality Time. he mentioned it to me, noting our meeting a while ago as a quality time. i chuckled whenever i hear it. haha, its as if we're like the newbie-steadies: early 4 months of relationship or so, but in the reality in a week from now we're turning 11. so fast that i couldn't think the days are going faster than it seems. the mass hasn't started. all the time he was holding my hand and even during the mass as well. i felt good whenever he exercises his character as he is for me, so good that i have forgotten to fix myself upon uttering the "peace be with you" upon the acting of kissing him in the cheek as well. (maybe you do in your family as well as a sign of courtesy and making a sign of peace? because in our family we always do that in that part of the mass, or like doing "pagmamano"). i can't do "pagmamano" to him, eh!? and the rest went fine as well.

after the mass we stroll the mall, did just window shopping, and bought Quickly shakes at The Block, in SM. we ordered the same kind but we're there, sharing the things we have. he sipped on my shake, making me sipped his. he laughed hard at the moment i try to get the pearl and the uncrushed taro ice stucked in his straw because nothing is coming up on it. in an instant i thought the race is becoming unfair but in the end i find myself laughing as well.

more on the window shopping, laughing, chilling on the super cold mall after drinking a super cold shake, while listening to the musicians on the open space of the mall. a relaxing old songs being rendered, done by a flute, a beat box and an acoustic guitar. it was a nice feeling. very nice feeling...

funny but i got sad upon knowing that it is time to go home. it was all written on my face. he got so worried that he hugged me and just tell me to take care of myself and to text him whenever i got home. and we said goodbyes, and the rest is... done.

for just four and a half hours i felt so very loved, so very cared of, so very super thankful. darn... i can't help stare at him walk away at the MRT stairs the moment he's going down, looking at me, waving at me, til he was gone...


boy, each day i am starting to love him more and more.... and more...

can i just post this one? i think just one if it speaks everything for today.