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[ [ u t a :: Return To Pooh Corner ~Kenny Loggins ] ]


back to the days of pooh...

danix and eman's bday was just finished... kasabay nila ung sept 11 bombing sa NY before.. hahaha! beat that... well.. happy birthday again guys.

i did the usual thing, got the usual thing and again, got pissed again with my internet connection... nu-uh.. nothing's new...

i'm happy and sad i don't know. [now listening to - Baby, Now That I Found You ~Allison Krauss] sa pRO, i bought all the money i got from munaks' shoes... pinambili ko ng gamet.. immune muff and stuff... thanks to albert though, i asked him to buy it for me... kasi nanay ko nun at that time me tatawagang important... that part was a happy one..

sad? i just turned out suddenly.. well, the weird thing is... i really don't know.

then i was like feeling i'm losing again the chance of being happy again... darn. ang gulo ko talaga...

ang tagal na pala since nung last entry ko... i was busy.. really. or for some reason, i felt lazy writing... i just got so many thoughts to ponder... i don't know where to start... i was kinda depressed lately... school stuffs and some other things. then last week i've made a biggest confession of my life...

one thing i could've never done in my entire life... if only fear never made its first before me...

all my feelings back then came subsiding... as if it was placed to a small jar and will get you surprised one day it will burst out--at the wackiest points of your life you never expected nor imagined... but then, it all happened in a blink... i could never turn back anymore...

i couldn't..

ask me why...


nu-uh... i won't tell you...




keeping still...