element....

Saturday, July 16, 2005

i was thinking of how far things would go... sometimes i wanted to just float like a light feather, being blown by the smooth breeze, bringing me to nowhere. free... tranquil... things that i can't just have because of mixed emotions... and in this entry i would confess all my thoughts til i drop my head down and sleep...

i wanted to laugh. maybe things might change if we always tend to look on the brighter side of life... the way i laugh, i move and mingle with wacky pals in school makes me whole. but what else could go all wrong... thinking of the one whom you think the one... after all this time.

and then i tried to laugh again, ignoring the pain, the reality why i am feeling this feeling. whenever i got alone i feel the water wanted to come out from my eyes. just by the mere fact that you can't have that only element to be happy... you take risks, and then adding hesitations to this life o' bum... denials...

say, do you also feel that fear...? fear of rejection... or the fear of knowing the truth...?

or the person who causes you that much...?

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