pink skies + twins' bday

could i get a sideline on this?

i was so down a yesterday that i even did get a glimpse of seeing this wonderful scene at the window.

thanks so much to beng for lending me her N6600. crap, i just can't ignore such beauty of Nature.

location: 7th flr, rm 708
rear side of the Beato Angelico Building
UST, Espana, Manila

time: 5:?? in the afternoon

title: Pink Skies






one of my favorite shot, though it is not so pink-ish. hehe!


extra bulate!



wag kang bibitiw bigla! hahahaha!




kahit ito, beauties of Nature! natural smirks, natural chuckles. ang chaka! hahaha!


just a while ago i was in Pampanga with my mom and my cousin Evelyn. My twin tito and tita turned 64 this day. and their names were after our hero, Andres Bonifacio. getting the picture? great. it was fun... i saw my Ninang but unfortunately hindi ako nakahingi ng aguinaldo. wakokoko...

man, i am sooo tired.

DSL + job exposure dilemma + tantrums

PLDT gave my mother a letter regarding on 0% interest rate of their DSL. i got amazed with the promo that i eventually told mom to avail for it!! besides, you'll save more than using dial-up. our phone bill as of now is higher because of using Vibe internet that collects our internet charges by PLDT. it costs us that high. besides, on availing the promo, we'll get faster connection and a free PC! but hey where will i use the free pc?

i just hope i could get mom's approval on or before this friday. ( a while ago she was verifying the requirements needed that she already have, example: SSS id, postal id, etc..) hehehe...

may CHANCE!!


i have a problem regarding on our job exposure project in professional ethics. i tried to ask my cousin if i could work to philippine trade but she said there's a hard time dealing those people. so instead she referred me to her cousin (but not my cousin!) who is working in construction materials. i suddenly thought that if i will be going to a job, ill make sure that it will be somehow related to my course. besides, the essence of doing such job is to feel the experience of having one, like contributing to the gross product of the country. hahaha. anyway its up to the company if they will give me a salary... but the truth is, even though they don't.

i am going insaaaaaaane?! where will my place be? where will i work? maybe i am not yet ready to the real world...

a while ago albert payed a visit here in my house. after he went to mapua, he fetched me in ust about 1:30. after an hour and a half we arrived, and here he stayed til 7pm. we just spent our time watching movies on hbo and cartoon network. (haha what the!)

but then again, my niece, lyrica was seducing him (FYI: lyrica will turn 4 next monday), so hard that i want to tie her hair and lock her up in our room. lyrica wasn't that stubborn and super childish whenever he visits me. its just that my niece overreacts everytime she wants, clinging to my boyfriend like she's just my age and dramatizing what a pity child she is... hahaha, how could i say these things to my niece? hey, if only you are here a while ago and see what my niece was doing after her all day's play, you could conclude that she beats me in terms of... flirting? haha. hahaha. she even left her boy playmates just to cling and nap in albert's lap just like that.

i told him i wasn't jealous, but, i don't know. hahaha... maybe i am... what a shame.



smile. tomorrow will be worse.

read til your heart's content.

it has been since last night that i have been enthralled listening to his words, to the point of making me, unexplainably sobbed at the moment. the execution of those three words made me feel i am not ignored. i just hope i had helped him ease his burden regarding his schoolwork and stuff. i hope i have said the right words to make him smile, though i am not seeing him. i hope i have made him feel that i am just always ready to tell the best remedies of the heart. i hope i am effective.

so then. a while ago he wanted to visit here in my house, but i insisted not to because mama said she will be going to antipolo regarding on our house that is still in construction. my big brother is in vacation leave and sometimes i just couldn't stand him arguing all day. besides i haven't attended a mass yet. (mama's always hearing the Sunday mass at 5am--i was still asleep back then). so i said he could come another day like this coming tuesday. for my sake, he, was again repeating again the afternoon mass. i always felt anxious whenever he does something to do repeatingly. but all i can hear from him is "OK lang!"

Quality Time. he mentioned it to me, noting our meeting a while ago as a quality time. i chuckled whenever i hear it. haha, its as if we're like the newbie-steadies: early 4 months of relationship or so, but in the reality in a week from now we're turning 11. so fast that i couldn't think the days are going faster than it seems. the mass hasn't started. all the time he was holding my hand and even during the mass as well. i felt good whenever he exercises his character as he is for me, so good that i have forgotten to fix myself upon uttering the "peace be with you" upon the acting of kissing him in the cheek as well. (maybe you do in your family as well as a sign of courtesy and making a sign of peace? because in our family we always do that in that part of the mass, or like doing "pagmamano"). i can't do "pagmamano" to him, eh!? and the rest went fine as well.

after the mass we stroll the mall, did just window shopping, and bought Quickly shakes at The Block, in SM. we ordered the same kind but we're there, sharing the things we have. he sipped on my shake, making me sipped his. he laughed hard at the moment i try to get the pearl and the uncrushed taro ice stucked in his straw because nothing is coming up on it. in an instant i thought the race is becoming unfair but in the end i find myself laughing as well.

more on the window shopping, laughing, chilling on the super cold mall after drinking a super cold shake, while listening to the musicians on the open space of the mall. a relaxing old songs being rendered, done by a flute, a beat box and an acoustic guitar. it was a nice feeling. very nice feeling...

funny but i got sad upon knowing that it is time to go home. it was all written on my face. he got so worried that he hugged me and just tell me to take care of myself and to text him whenever i got home. and we said goodbyes, and the rest is... done.

for just four and a half hours i felt so very loved, so very cared of, so very super thankful. darn... i can't help stare at him walk away at the MRT stairs the moment he's going down, looking at me, waving at me, til he was gone...


boy, each day i am starting to love him more and more.... and more...

can i just post this one? i think just one if it speaks everything for today.

^___________^

settled. YATTA!!

(EDITTED.)

i haven't noticed, this is already my 216th post. gee..

it is really hard for a person to pretend that eventually his/her relationship with someone whom he/she only sees as a friend could turn out into something more... it is hard to fight back the feelings rising, the excitement whenever he/she's around, even the longing of your phone to beep whenever he/she sends a message. i have been into that situation before, a one-sided love hoping to be responded by somebody i like, hoping that someday the world would rotate to my own luck.

but today it was a different kind of story.

i know its hard to ignore the feeling, but somebody did it for me. but then i felt bad for ignoring also the whole me, as if i have a disease. but now i understand why he has to do it. but as you see, there are some things that isn't permitted, even if you push for it. so i say... thanks for seeing me at the other light. i really appreciated it.


thanks also to miss jimenez for tonight. naks!

mall hop

because Travel & Leisure magazines were like sold out in cubao, i decided to go to greenbelt to find one. luckily my friend rayjohn was in search of Team Manila shirts in powerplant... and the rest was history...

as it was said on my title entry, we first went to rockwell to look for the shirt rayjohn was craving at. he got so overwhelmed that he actually didn't buy it! we hired a taxi to get into greenbelt but unfortunately we haven't found any bookstore nearby to see any magazine. i suddenly thought of Goodwill bookstore at Glorietta. so after Greenbelt we went through the overpass, passed the Landmark exit and enter Glorietta. still no trace of that... uh mag until we saw national bookstore having one. Jeezzus.

after buying and accomplishing my goal, we went on window shopping. still wanted to buy a shirt for his own, rayjohn brought me to different boutiques. i really got almost crazy! now i believe not all women are shopaholics! guys like my friend here really drives me and fills pain in my feet. hahaha.

i don't have any single plans on buying anything but one thing made me buy one is a leather-type spiral ring that costs me err... (i don't wanna tell because for me its too expensive for a ring!) bucks. hehe. but as we move along i started to appreciate and erase the regret in my mind and finally accept the fact that i actually like it. as rayjohn's motto said, "hindi mo naman yan bibilhin kung hindi mo gusto, diba?" rock on dude!

there. at last after 2 hours of strolling and searching for his "soulmate", rayjohn finally settled down on a choco brown polo he saw on Solo. and because last saturday he treated me at the gateway mall, a while ago i owe him a treat so i treated him at kenny rogers at G2. we even saw an ex-blockmate of mine with her elders. nah... she's quite an eyesore for me. and so with him. guess who...

after eating by past nine already, i bought an errand from my mom as rayjohn was getting our tickets to MRT and then went home... man, it was really a tiring day but i enjoyed it. it has been ? years since we have gone out finding nothing. hahaha! hey! at least i have found one, eh?

i'm going to bed now.

mejo tugma

Your Birthdate: July 24

You understand people well and are a natural born therapist. A peacemaker, people always seem to get along when you are around. You tend to be a father or mother figure to friends, even to those older than you. You enjoy your role, and you find that you are close to many people. Your strength: Your devotion Your weakness: Reliance on others for happiness Your power color: Lilac Your power symbol: Heart Your power month: June

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Your Seduction Style: Au Natural

You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it. That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power! The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism. You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world. Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in. You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you? You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways. Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you. As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you.

What Kind of Seducer Are You?

--haha, aliw naman tong isa! hihihihi!

10th!

someone's bugging me lately. maybe i am beginning to be the cause of another rising of feeling--that needs to destroy as soon as possible. i don't like being one. most especially if one important thing's being ruined after all the mess. i hope it wasn't me. maybe i was just overreacting and paranoid... say, if you are the one avoiding all along without any reason at all what would you actually think? unless you did something very nasty right?

maybe i should ask some people about this. or maybe not. this is not my problem anymore... i just hate to feel being treated as if i don't care about somebody's feelings.


anyway my day went fine today. thanks to the one who is concerned. :)



to you: thanks for keeping up with my scattered self whenever i freak out with my stuff, for making me mad and then making up the easiest and the most serious way we could. thanks for enduring my tantrums of missing you, and for letting me hear your voice in those late night talks. thanks for the love, the friendship, the treats, for caring, sweetness--pare, sampung buwan na tayo, waw a.

hugs and kisses and... hahaha, shut up!
abbey

official sem-ender post ^_^

if you really want to see this entry, be patient. haha. i've uploaded lots of pics kasi. thanks!

i've been very busy (haha busy daw!) on leveling up my character in ragnarok. hehehe. i've got no more time on blogging and on y!m since i am savoring the last moments of my semestral break playing so much... i was supposed to post a month-ender entry last Oct 31st but then i felt the instant rush of playing! forgive me though, i missed that eversince things in school are getting tougher and tougher, well of course, being a junior college student. voila! so this is it!

like what i said a while ago this is supposed to be a month-ender entry but i realized i am generalizing the title to somewhat "sem-ender" thing. whew! i wanted to share all the activities i had--as in not all but mostly the things i did for the past 5 months of torture, excitement, happiness and fun!

(June 2006 - October 2006)



mesh with the fresh - UST College of Architecture aquaintance party



- happy experience! held at Metro Comedy bar in west Ave, QC! fun fun fun!


yours truly's 19th birthday



- hahaha, i got nice gifts too! (just look at my previous entry in july section ^^)

randomness pixx!

"heto ako woahooo... basang basa sa ulahaaan.."






these are some vanity pics before, during, and after the rain, the flood and the mess... go USTe!!


humanities humiliations! (as beng names it)

some are in video clip format but then i have this pics of ours in our drama and others.


ian's group in their song performance. astig!


pancit canton break muna!
(after rehearsing in our dance prformance. thanks to beng for that)


eyns, portraying a kid; beng, portraying the thirsty gal and
me, portraying the granny - complete with face aging haha!


mong, in their play he portrayed a soldier (i think? its an excerpt of disney's aladin)
and rex, of course portraying the gennie!


experiencing architecture - theory of architecture exhibit

haha, one factor i really need the 3-week vacation was this... it almost entirely kill us all... like what prof. equipaje said, "me mga nagkagalitan pa dyan, me nagkatampuhan for sure..."

the making:


the busy people (pero si eden naka-pose. hahaha)


the busy, wacky people (jp, rebo and rex) with our sociology prof,
sir Mark Aquino on the right. they were holding the pics of our classmates
as part of beng's group's work. hahaha kalog


eyns and i, doing our crap


the finished product (suspended bridge daw yan. hahaha)


the aftermaths: pix galore (i have uploaded some in my september entry i think.. here's more)


napakagulo nila. random pic. hehe and
an aftermath the next day during our BT class ^^ (gabo, tintin, me, jp and mong)


Ragnarok Philippine Championships 2006

have i mentioned that i went there? yup, here are some proofs: (the other pics are still in emman's cam and daryl have posted some for her own entry herself. check it out here.)



cosplayer kafras with daryl and her cousin (celebrity!)
cosplayers mistress and moonlight flower


the crowd! \m/


University of Santo Tomas Victory Party



beng and i, craving our shrimp tempura at tokyo-tokyo
in sm san lazaro.. hmm! OISHI KATTA!!




vainness (what a term!) of everybody (we are all required to wear yellow)



victory concert: marynor, beng (in her wowoweeeeee skirt) and i in the new colayco park



hindi kami naka-yellow no? haha (me, beng and kring)
chito of parokya ni edgar (atenista to a! hahaha) as the major guest
band of the night... (add ons: soapdish, callalilly, sophia, and kamikazee were there as well)


my cousin kuya aris' 26th birthday last October 28th



cute kami! ang umangal tutubuan ng kulugo sa kilikili!



the birthday dude himself, dividing his cake

(i haven't got any pics of our design 5 final plate oral defense because i forgot the digi at home. besides, who would want to pose a nervous face anyway? hahaha! but i know kring have some in her phone. maybe i'll just add it on.)


i am saying this again, this isn't all of the fun we had... for it is not all recorded nor posed for evidences: being happy is always soothing within our hearts and the best part of it is that the smiles formed on our lips isn't done on purpose... to hell and in those hell-er days, weeks and the whole sem, cheers!!

guys, see you in second sem! waaaaaa.. i'll definitely miss often-blogging so much...