daddy's comeback.

i must say im taking my english (barok) in my entries seriously, eh? =))

albert gave me a souvenir from his grandparents' golden wedding anniversary yesterday. it was nice... a figurine of the holy family. good... good... Ü

we didn't go home together last night because he had an overnight at emman's place for their design subject thing... so... haha. it's ok. ok lang...

the engineering science exam on shear and moment diagrams were postponed and will be conducted next Saturday! yipeee!!! \m/

what a quite lucky day.

and so he came...

my dad came home from Frankfurt yesterday--yeah, with an injured look. of course he was. he had gone thin, tanner skin and now semi-long hair. he welcomed me home with a lop-sided smile, eating dinner with my mom. that was about past nine in the evening. uncle ronnie was here too and the other folks. i missed him, but i had to admit, not that so much.

haha, why? because i still catch up into him whenever he's away thru SMS. that is why i got the chance on knowing what's up with him while he's there... and as well as that accident happened after my birthday.

he told the company to reside into our house for the meantime before admitting in the hospital. i must say he had gone a lot better than he was there in the ship, mending his injury by himself. now that he's here, we'll assure him that he could recover fast. yeah!

that would be tomorrow, i presume...

argh. i'm tired of seeing this layout... maybe if i got the chance of fixing it after my prelim exams... then maybe i could.

heyhey, special announcement: haburdey ke shoti Christopher King!!!! treat ka naman dyan! mwahugzz!

so this is it for now... hope you had a nice weekend. mine's never better! :)



browse til your eyes got sore...

good and bad part 2

mmm... feels so good to erase a depressing entry, but then i still wanted to remain it as it is. i must say, not all things that are happening in one's life are always funny, happy and something to excite about. that serves as a lesson. an obstacle in which we had surpassed. yey!

obstacles... as what denise has told me. thank you girl.

if you guys only knew the ones involve, you are sure going to give me a hilarious look. i bet. argh lets forget about it alright?


anyways... before i start my work, (and that is scanning for our research in our new design major plate) i wanted you guys to know that my dad will be coming home tomorrow because of the accident that had happened last tuesday in his work abroad. X-ray findings shown no broken ribs of him he had a dislocated one. poor dad... i felt bad and awful for him but i felt more pity for myself. i don't even know if i could still educate myself with such knowledge, by the mere studying in UST makes them down. yes, we are almost down, now that the house in antipolo is still in construction, and now that dad has to go back here and take his medications here and his recovery faster than in abroad (even though the company would take the expense for it).

i felt sad for my mom; she hasn't sleep that well these past few nights... and i felt mad for my big brother. i know it sucks to spill what i have in mind, and i suck to voice out what i am feeling, but what the heck, even though i couldn't give as of now the income they wanted to have, that doesn't mean that i can't tell what i wanted to tell. that i can't speak up for what is and for what is not. i am so doomed. i really felt the pity that has gradually eating the whole of me. sometimes i wanted to burst out. a while ago i was merely thinking on that guidance counselor if maybe one time i could drop by and ask her some things that may lighten me. coz if not, maybe there would come a time that i'll give up all of these...

i hope i could still laugh like before. i could pa naman... pero sana... sana there would really come a time na all the happiness i have felt would not be alter with a sad one so fast.

what can this eight-letter word can do to US.

i respect every detail of the scene that has happened last night. i really am. so if ever you wanted to know about it, and know the real not-so-subjctive type of story, you can buzz me out.

i was really upset to myself last night. first time in my life that i've felt being in a subject of a scene that he could make him feel... bad. sad. totally bad. and i as well felt bad too. God knows i am not that kind of person, and to think that it was sort of post-birthday greetings to deal to. but then it appears that i have hurt him that badly. i am sad...

maybe i am just insensitive to the feelings of others, to his feelings. i only thought of myself and nobody else. or maybe i wasn't wrong all along. because i DID NOT intentionally do it just to hurt him. why for?! and besides, i am not that super stupid to hurt the one i solefully LOVE!! never!

i understand him, coz in a way if that situation happens to be me in his shoes, i would also feel, and maybe mas grabe pa. again i am truly sorry for what had happened. for what have you seen, but please don't think that when your not seeing me i am doing nasty things to you, coz i will never ever do that. neither an attempt is a fear for me to do. because i love you.

again, im sorry for all that has happened. let's not ruin our relationship we have in just one bad feeling... its not worth it. but i thank you for telling me earlier that you actually feel it. its a challenge, as you say it. i love you. so much... let's stay together, live happily together, just be the same.

oooohhh.... what can this word can do to us... now i know. and man, it really makes me feel ill.





jealousy.

good and bad.

wala na namang pasok...

kanina mga 12:30 something na ako nagising dahil sa sarap ng katulugan. hay! nasa ojt si albert. nung mga 2:30 dumating sya dito kasi tapos na raw. orientation lang naman ang naganap dun. then he stayed here at our house til dinner time. umuulan pa rin. nakakaantok. nakaidlip sya dito. then ayun nag-piano kami, naidlip, nag-adik ng pix (!) kinulit ng bata (si lyrica) at nag-abang ng 'walang-pasok-all-levels-sa metro-manila' news. dito na sya nag dinner. then hinatid ko sya sa mrt. ang saya naman, though maulan pa rin.

crush na sya ng pamangkin ko... hindi na nilubayan. /gg

kanina... bad news happened. from papa abroad. naaksidente daw sya while at work. birthday ko pa naman nun. :( nadulas daw sya sa pagkakatungtong nya sa tubo and masama ang bagsak nya. natamaan yung kanang tadyang. if he's critical he may go back here and magpagaling. sana hindi naman grabe... sana ok lang sya... mga dude join us in praying for my dad's health ok? hay. i can't help but to feel sad. i felt sad for mom, nag-aalala sya. mejo hindi makatulog. pray nyo rin mama ko na maging calm. i was reading all her text messages from dad, she's totally worried. kahit nga kanina nung nandito si albert parang me iniisip pa rin. hindi rin ganun parang makatawa ng sobra. sobrang nag-aalala... basta guys add nyo sya sa mga prayers nyo ok?

omg sana talaga ok lang si papa... God, please...

haburday part 2.

i was quite regretful that i didn't brought with me a while ago our digicam. la lang! kahit na bumabagyo pa i mercily asked mama to go out with albert. tapos bibili na rin ako ng payong. nasira kasi yung isa--- naiwan naman sa rm 805 nung sabado yung isa. haha clumsy.

bakit ba? birthday ko naman!

if you go check my entry of the same date last year, FYI din, sya rin yung kasama ko. waw. it's been a year na pala. nakakatuwa isipin na na-value nya ako in my birthdays, na pinaramdam nya sakin na i wasn't just a person na nagbirthday lang---finish. ang saya saya... dalawang birthday ko na na palaging binabagyo at sino-SONA ang kasama ko sya. lalo na ngayon... mas special kasi special na sya. special naman na sya noon! hahaha!

but still... i thanked God today.. na meron pa ring Pilipinas kahit palakas na ng palakas ang hangin. salamat at maugat ang lupa ng pinas. at nakapagsaya pa ang isang munting ako sa bumabagyong panahon, sa piling ng mga mahal ko sa buhay.

thanks sa mga bumati, sa mga nakaalala... sa inyong lahat! waw. 19 na ko. Ü

^_____^ HABURDAY to meeeeeh!

hindi naman sa mahirap ang nadadagdagan ang edad. tamang ito lang talaga ang araw ko.

hihihi, i thought me pasok ngayon. wala e! hindi ko alam kung dahil yan sa SONA o sa bagyo. tandaan: kapag me SONA at bagyo combined, iisang tao lang dapat mong maalala. na ang araw na to ay araw nya... you wish her a happy birthday! (kantahin ala-Nina goldilocks song!)

so? ayun, ginanap ang simple kong handaan just a while ago (july 23), dito sa munting bahay-bahayan. i can't just simply invite my uste peeps, kasi never pa sila nakapunta dito (except for eyns and kring) but then i guess kring went to bataan, and marynor is in navotas. basta ttreat ko naman sila e. anyways... i invited same old highschool best buds: madie, diane and dixie with japy (her boyfriend.) at syempre hindi mawawala sa special-oh-not-so-special day ko sina emman and albert.

as usual, konting pinsan na naman ang nagsipagdatingan, dahil sa bagyo. (glenda ba ang pangalan nun?) well, ayun nga. si lilimey d pumunta at si kathryn. mga pa-asa. hmf.

i want to thank those who came. sa effort, lalo na ke emman who came from LP pa. salamat! and please wag mo nang uulitin ang "reasons" na ganun to your mom. sayang i was thinkin of daryl, if she could come. ASA ba ko? hahaha. pero tingin ko na kasi hindi rin sya papayagan.

here! some pics!

halatang wala nang laman! sus pero onti lang ikinain nila. -_-

(L-R: albert and emman)

(L-R: japy, dixie, dice, madie)

sila! mega shytype pa si dice! ^_^

(ang dakilang extra sa likod: Niño, my neph)

kami!

sila din! weeeee

(L-R: ronna, me and lyrica)

hehehe si emman, da instant shaolin guru!

yan. minus lilimey at tryn. ewan ko bat d ganun na pics yung ibang pinsan ko na nag-efort pumunta. hay. i have recieved some gifts also!

a red ribbon choco mousse cake from emman (or albert? si emman me bitbit e) na me sulat pang "happy birthday abby!" in pink icing. yan nalang na picturan ko, kasi tinira na e. hahaha

a Maphisto "chanelas" from cousin Evelyn.

(i was wondering how she managed to hide this from me last night)

necklace from madie (astig pare!)

a biiiiiiig pillow is what i got from albert from blue magic. thanks pandesal!!

trivia: there was a catchy note in the card of his gift that made all my folks at home to question me... "bakit maling? bakit pandesal?"

yeah, those were are petnames FYI...

ang pahabol gift from US! to denise, for my future shoes (size 5 or 6 ako!) thanks so much!! i miss ya gurl!!

sa mga bumati sakin over the Y!M, salamat!!!

sa mga nagluto ng food! auntie, mama, ate Evy... sa mga nagpunta... ate irene and her bf jojo... sa lahat! ke papa from abroad... aylabyu!! sa kapatid ko sa kanyang electric oven para sa banana cake. chalams.

sa ulan, sa putik, sa car ni emman, sa misa ng 7-8... sa gateway mall sa hindi pa pagsasara (haha) at sa mrt para sa safe na paguwi ng pandesal ko, salamat!!

at syempre ke papa God. thanks for making me live and aliv----happily living for nineteen years. astig ka po!!!

xoxo,

Abigail Mangune y de Guzman

drama sessions, part 3 --sa tagalog format.

blogger,

haha, parang ang dami kong oras. alam mo yun. pero pinagpaalam ko na ang 'overnight' thing sa bahay nila eyns bukas. sana. hay. pag naaalala ko kasi yun para akong nawawalan ng gana magreport. oy baka mamali ka ng intindi ha. haaaaaaaaaay. ako rin nalalabuan sa sarili ko. sa mga pinagsasabi ko.

hinde. bago ako mawalan ng gana, at chaka baka sakaling balikan ng pagkagana sa paggawa ng slide, sasabihin ko na ang sentimyento ko. ikaw lang talaga blogger ang sandigan ko ngayon. sa oras syempre ng kadramahan...

alam mo yun... (ayan bigla ko nakalimutan yung itatype ko!). arrrgh.. hay. eto na:
alam mo yun... hindi ko alam kung ano ang perception nila ng salitang "overnight". na para bang maglalaro ka lang ba, ganun? magpapakasaya? magloloko o gagawa ng katarantaduhan? hindi ko alam bakit ganun ang tingin nila sa salitang yun. nakakalungkot, gusto kong mainis at maiyak pero di ko magawa, o siguro nagpipigil lang ako. siguro nga hindi importante ang report, at hindi ako hindi pagkakatiwalaan ng ganito. sobra. nakakalungkot. parang napakabata ko pa.

bat ganun...

ayoko na tamad na ko magpost.

oi!

natapos din yung design. hahaha! hay. kapagod. pagod. pagod...

anu pa ba... hmm... masaya ako ngayong araw na to. ewan ko ba.. halo-halo na. masaya ako. pero dapat hindi ubod ng saya, kasi baka bawiin.

lapit na birthday ko! hahaha. ay me ganun. d ko nga ganun iniisip yun e.

cge update soon!

xoxo

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busy ako.

hi blogger... miss na kita. T_T la eh dami ko ginagawa.

para sa kaalaman ng lahat,gumagawa kami (lahat ng 3rd year) ng design proposal for a science and technology MUSEUM. yup... that's our project---due TOMORROW.

ang saya-saya. hell life.

pero enjoy. wala lang. sa plate na to, isa lang ang masasabi ko:

matatapos ko to. at sana pag natapos ko to me napatunayan na ko sa lahat. nang sana naman ay hindi nayurakan ang pagkatao ko ng isang akusasyon. well, SANA lang naman.

gudluck sa ating lahat, mga frustrated architect-wannabes!!!

hehehe.

ang sarap ng sunflower strawberry crackers! yun lang! :)

cge gawa na ko ng plate. amf.

^__________^

hindi halata sa mukha ko ngayon pero ganyan talaga ako ngayon. hehehe. sa mga me gustong makaalam... ipapaalam ko. hahahaha.

hayyyy salamat.. salamat.. mahal na mahal kita.

kahit anong title entry. this is july.

kahit na me mga nakakainis na pangyayari pagkauwi ko (ayoko na maalala), i still thank someone who had caused my happiness not only for this day but for all the days i've come to realize, masaya pala ang mga noon ay akala ko hindi. na ok na kong ganito, na ok na masaya na ko sa buhay ko.. pero mas may sasaya pa pala dun, maniwala ka.

sa yo na lagi akong pinapasaya... sana di ka magbago... sana di rin ako magbago. at kahit anu pa man, kung may mababago man simula bukas at sa mga susunod pang araw, gabi, linggo, buwan, kahit taon pa... lagi kitang sinasama sa mga dasal ko, sa mga pangarap ko... part ka na ng buhay ko. yehey! (sabayan ng kanta ni nina- ala goldilocks song..)

thanks for keeping up, still with me. happy six months! o rather its good to feel and say out loud:

happy half a year!

love ya so much. alam mo na yun. always.