Orange and Lemons @SM north

^* i am feeling: the usual... (sabay hikab) *^
^* currently listening to: all tracks of Strike Whilst The Iron Is Hot ~Orange and Lemons *^

ang saya! nabawi ang pagkainis ko sa pinsan ko... i was supposed to feel bad after what he did to me again... paghintayin ka ba naman ng halos 2 oras sa pavillion! anyway, we went to SM north to watch Orange and Lemons perform live on the Gardens--before the entrance to the mall... grabe jam packed talaga sa mall, kasi it's their 2nd day of sale...

OnL were powered on by 7:30... nabuhay kaming lahat! i even got their cd pa! at ang nakakatuwa pa dito, i got the privilege to let them sign it!!!! si denis, pinasign ko clang apat sa bag nyang red. haha! nagmumura na yung bag nun sa kayabangan ng mga pirma!! hahaha! sarap... sobrang halaga na nung cd kooo!! tugtog cla ng mga max, of 6 songs ata... shempre hinuli nila yung hit na song nilang "hanggang kailan"... hyper cla Mcoy at Clem! actually clang lahat! pero kasi cla Mcoy, me joke time din habang kumakanta! ang saya ko, sobra... me port birthday gift na ko sa sarili ko! yebah!

antok na ko.. me prelims pa tom.. nukas nalang ulit! babay

Dakilang Songer!!!

walang nangyaring produktibo ngayon, except for understanding my Calculus subject! damn, i wished i knew it earlier, nang sana'y hindi ako gumastos ng malaki! tapos na B.I. p ko ni marynor sa "kakikayan" stuff sa may St. Thomas Square amp... meron na naman akong isasama sa earring collection ko. I thought they knew about things I love to collect! earrings kasi is one of my used-to-be addictions, eversince high school, aside from bags etc...

anyway, our block AR 2-4 has finally discovered Beng's hidden talent of singing!!! andami nya biglang fans!! even JC (our class president) insisted her to join the university-wide choir!!! why not dibaaa!! i even stole the flier ng bulletin board sa 6th floor just to show beng that she has all the guts!!! taena! pati mga irreg students nabitin sa ere ang mga techpens para lang i-check kung who owned that "Adarnic" lovely voice!! yebah! shempre me ibang tao pa nakatingin! wahahaha!!

naks! nirereveal na ang nakatagong lakas! weeee!!! XD!! go Pasay go!!


hey hey hey!! happy birthday chris!! tanda mow na!! reach for your dreams!! ^______^

Your word is: Sad. You wanted to give yourself to
someone. But they didn't accept you. Being
rejected, whether it be from family, friends,
love-interests or peers, is a very hurtful
thing to go through. It is also likely that you
have been betrayed several times before, which
is why you keep away from everyone now. You
learned the hard way to never trust people and
your defence-mechanism is now to isolate
yourself. Yet you yearn for people who will
understand and like you, to have the thing you
never had: love.


What dark word represents you? (anime pics and 7 outcomes)
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You are a
protector.
Yes, you don't like to kill people. That goes
against everything you belive in. It's not that
you are a coward, but your ideals and morals
wouldn't allow it. You are the typical hero, do
the righteous things, get the bad guys and do
it all legally. But just because you don't kill
doesn't mean you can't kick ass. And that is
what you do. You use your brain and your
strenght to do honourable deeds and protect
people you know and love. If an evil guy is
going to take over the world soon, it's you who
will get involved. You hate watching innocents
suffer, and love seeing bad people getting what
they deserve. You are probably also happy and
optimistic and work pretty good in groups. And
the friends you usually make are true ones.

Main weapon: Anything at all
Quote: "You only live once, but if
you do it right, once is enough" -Joe
Lewis
Facial expression: Smile

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masarap ang pillows...

^* i am feeling: kakahikab lang! *^
^* current listening to: Grow Old With You ~Adam Sandler *^

sooo...

pwede na ko makulong, bumoto, manood ng XXX movies hahahaha! joke!

naiyak ako kanina sa simbahan... biglaan. ayan. naiiyak na naman ako. blessed ako sobra. Thanks ke God, sa mundong ito may natira pang mabuting tao... at naliligayahan ako sa bawat kasiyahan na parang laging bago sa pandama kapag kasama ko sya.

sa iyo na aking kaibigan... salamat sa oras mo... sa pagod paglakad, sa pangungulit, sa antok, sa mga tawa, at sa pag-ulit ng pag-awit at papuri sa itaas... mag-ingat ka palagi.


kung alam mo lang, natupad na ang kahilingan ko, hindi pa ko umiihip ng kandila.

smile!

no boxes in wraps... like in TVs as you watch animated creatures tore them in a snap.
no candles to blow, no icing of cake to draw.
no music... even a hum. just the sound of our restless e-fan...

just a soft whisper... an SMS, or a buzz form a messenger...

is enough.

...is really enough.

oh, i have to smile. sleep. and do what i must finish to do...

even if it' s my birthday....

lamayan...

give me inspiration people...
i want to finish all my tasks this week... (and hopefully wishes that we get rid of org' tasks for the meantime...)
man... this is getting me...

^*^*^*^*^*^*^

on the brighter side...

yesterday we had a seminar regarding on good citizenship values in our nstp course. yeah, nstp. and one thing. of course you expect for things in which before you've never imagine... you know, avoiding you as if you never had good times together, just again because of that STUPID reasons of a childish woman... anyway...

after that, rayjohn and i met for a while at the gateway mall in cubao, telling him, wishing him luck for his plans of finding and revealing the whole truth... but then last night, though i gave him encouragements, he still didn't make it. ....

after that, rj and i go separate ways, and by 3pm, bert met me at sm north and watched movie. fantastic four! too bad i didn't see the harry potter trailer coz i went to the restroom... after that he went with me to buy stuffs at national, and treat him my advance birthday treat. pretty huh! thanks for your time!

by the time i got home and go online, i installed the episode 8 of pRO... cool! and that Jawaii trip! it was really nice!

so i'm going back to my design again... man... wish me luck!

^* i am feeling: sleepy and... guess what... *^
^* currently listening to: So Many Questions ~Side A *^

"...but the answers are so few..."

ang daming tanong... but sometimes, you are fed up finding for the answers and just stick to the fact that you actually don't know why. funny, but mostly ganun ang set-up... we tend to see always what is bad in us. that's why we can't help but to think pessimistic things...

naiisip ko tuloy, na ang buhay, napakaiksi lang. iba-ba ang bawat pakiramdam ng tao. minsan parang gusto mo nalang kunin yung paghihirap na nararamdaman ng iba kasi ayaw mo silang nakikitang ganun. lalo na kung mahal mo.


"all i really know is... i love you."

element....

i was thinking of how far things would go... sometimes i wanted to just float like a light feather, being blown by the smooth breeze, bringing me to nowhere. free... tranquil... things that i can't just have because of mixed emotions... and in this entry i would confess all my thoughts til i drop my head down and sleep...

i wanted to laugh. maybe things might change if we always tend to look on the brighter side of life... the way i laugh, i move and mingle with wacky pals in school makes me whole. but what else could go all wrong... thinking of the one whom you think the one... after all this time.

and then i tried to laugh again, ignoring the pain, the reality why i am feeling this feeling. whenever i got alone i feel the water wanted to come out from my eyes. just by the mere fact that you can't have that only element to be happy... you take risks, and then adding hesitations to this life o' bum... denials...

say, do you also feel that fear...? fear of rejection... or the fear of knowing the truth...?

or the person who causes you that much...?

yehey! comback!!

sa wakas! me modem na ulit kami! wahahaha! kaso lang meron pa rin akong sinusunod na motivation! hehe, iwas adik mode muna para matapos ko yung major plate! hahaha! lagi nalang laugh trip ang alam ko! dun naman nabubuhay ang tao! ayyy labo! basta masaya na ko! ni-reformat nga pala to into windows 98 nalang... magaadjust na naman ako pero ok na to. mas mabilis kasi! hahaha! office 2000 naman kaya oks na rin. the sad part is that, yung lahat ng pics ko at ilang music, hindi ata nasamang nailipat. ayan.. 2 pics lang meron ako! aww man...

hey im planning to change my layout... after nalang siguro ng plates, or maybe, this coming saturday... haha!

changing the impression of riding FX's!!!!

i am feeling: kilig!!! ^_________^
current listening to: Kahit Kailan ~South Border
current location: comp shop pa rin...

alam nio ba?!?!?!?!

paguwi ko kahapon from school, umulan!
i have no choice but to ride on a fx! since jeeps were like full already! di ko na kayang lakarin ang papuntang morayta, para habulin ang byahe sa tren. so...
to cut it short, sumakay ako sa fx pa-cubao... kahit na na-paranod ako sa kwento ng philo prof namin last friday... (di ko na elaborate)... edi ayun sumakay nga ako diba? ako lang pala ang tao sa loob! sa harap ako, katabi ako ng driver... lalong kabog sa dibdib! taena... kase naman umulan pa nasa espanya pa ko e! edi ayun, nagbayad ako nung malapit na sa vicente cruz... napagtanto ko na hindi bumibyahe c mamang driver dun, kasi originally ang route nia is to apalit to cubao! kaya tinanong nya kung magkano ang binabayad ko... sabi ko 15! wow me sukli! tama naman ginawa ko diba? tapos, wala pa rin g sumasakay! maliit lang kasi yung karatula ni manong... pero totoo, walang pa-cubao a pasahero. tas ayun... alerto ako... shempre no. nasa utak ko yung kwento ni mam... pero mabait pala c mamang driver. kababyan ko kasi!

wala pa ring sumasakay! pareho kami ni manong na nakikinig lang ng radyo. tapos me sumakay! yehey! tumila na rin pala ang ulan! me sumakay! umupo sa tabi ko! lalake! ambango! ang cute!! ay hindi pala-----ang gwapoooo!! hahaha!!! (ang landi amp!) tas nagtanong ke mamang driver kung san daw ang hinto ng sasakyan nya at kung dadaan ba daw sya ng mrt... sabi ni manong oo... sooo hindi nya masyado kabisado ang lugar! muka ngang rich kid e! basta!! tapos nagbayad na rin sya! along erod, katabi ko sya, tas dumami na pasahero ni manong! lucky charm nya ko! hahaha! oh diba nakatulong na ko!

pagdating sa edsa, napansin ko na nakikita na nya yung mrt... tas nagtanong na sya ulit.ke mamang driver... "san na po dito manong?", sabi nya. hindi ko na napigilan, nakisabat ako, eh since dadaanan ko rin yung cubao station paguwi ko. sabi ko... "dun o" sabay turo sa kanan... akala pa nga nya mas matanda ako... sabi nya "san ate?....so dito na ko bababa?" ayun. eh bumaba na rin ako. habang papatawid, kasabay ko sya. tas nauna ako ng konti, nasa likod ko pa pala... tapos, sabi ko ulit "ayun o, kita mo yung staris sa dulo? ayun yung paakyat sa station..." sabi nya... "ah so dito na ko dadaan?" sabi ko "oo" tas ayun. halos sinabayan na nya ko sa street na dinaanan ko.

sabi ko ulit "kakanan na kasi ako pagkadating sa kanto..." haha, natuwa ako nang nag thank you sya sakin, and then suddenly he asked my name!!!!!!!! oo pare... MY NAME!!!!!! i said mine... tapos sinabi nya rin nya name nya!!! he's name was Mark. tapos, he asked me... "taga-ust ka diba?" i said oo, tas tinanong nya kung anung year ko na... "2nd year" sabi ko. tas nagtanong na rin ako... "ikaw?" sabi nya "lyceum, 4th year na" wow! ah oki...tapos usap pa rin kami hanggang sa dulo ng kalye... tas sinabi ko nlang na "ayan, akyat ka nalang jan" sabi nya, "thank you talaga ha! ay, san ba yung way papuntang ortigas?" tas ayun sinabi ko na sa right wing yun. "ingat ka ha!" huli ko nalang sinabi bago kami maghiwalay... "ingat ka rin! thanks!" sabi naman nya...


aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!! nakatulong ako! sa wafu pa!!!! hahahahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! asteeeeeeeeeeeeeggggggggg!!!



so so so so lucky day today!! why?! pumasa ako sa UAPSA staffer!!!! wooooohoooooo!!!!!!!!!!

in my honest opinion...

^* i am feeling: quite pissed... (malapit na maubos pasensya) *^
^* currently listening to: When You Say Nothing At All ~Alison Krauss (c/o ym radio) *^
^* current location: sa comp shop lang... T_T *^

to tell you, i really hate having someone whom you can't talk like just before. it really hurts me though, i don't want to go back to my old self... you know... being cruel and unforgiving and all... i want to forget that attitude i created in my childhood life... i don't want it to elaborate it either...

it's just that... hindi na ko sanay nang may naiilang kapag dumadaan ako. i hate being treated like i don't exist. if he/she says he/she doesn't like me anymore to be his/her friend because of what i did (whom he/she maybe thinks is really SILLY and all), sabihin naman nya ng deretchahan... hasel.... oh man. damn, things wouldn't be as normal s it was before. nang dahil sa kababawan. for me it's not reasonable, get me?! napaka inmmature to think that i did super bad. pero ako ang nagsacrifice. maybe i really deserve it. or maybe...

malongkot! huhuhu...

i am feeling: what this entry title had just told ya
current location: sa library pa rin

bummer...

ang saya... wala kaming internet sa bahay. sabi nung tumingin, nakidlatan daw yung modem! holy cow! kakainis!! kung baket pag kelangan mo na chaka nasira! kaya ayan! sa library ako umaasa! bawal ang friendster , neopets at kung anu-ano pang nakakasilaw sa paningin na websites... wow july na pala... so goooooood to start july, huh... anyway, me proposed project na naman kami. it's a competition plate, maybe due on the 20th... ok na siguro tong motivation na to refrain myself from RPG's and ym... but hell, i'll surely miss my account! chempre yung mga adik rin jan! (u know guys who you are!) ^__^

to carlo: im not a bookworm!! not that much! bka ikaw! hihihi
eman: about what pao's suggesting, um, we'll see into that... siguro sa august na. hihihi... sorry... ^_^'
what else i could say... damn...

oh yeah...


i missed you guys......

mga sagot sa mga mala-hanging tanong.

i am feeling: nababato
currently listening to: redundant sound ng centralized aircon
currently location: ust central library internet cafè...

oo.

online. internet nga.
wala nang klase... 6pm dapat uwi. buset na prof yun.
BT1.
Building Technology 1...
un nga e. tatlong linggo na kaming bakante...
nasa library ako.
central library. malapit sa dapitan gate. alam mo ba yun?
uste.
wala akong pera e. pautang...
sa blackboard. nstp.
tange, yun ang tawag sa power ng online course!
assignment meron.
um, mails... oo. yahoo oo nga.
eh kinuha motherboard sa bahay... so walang pc. oo.
sa sabado siguro...
kelangan ko no. can't live without it.

sa sabado.
oo sabado...
nstp pa rin. tas online assignment.
mga 5 ako uwi.
LRT2...
sa sabado nga ang kulit!
oo na, mage-aeRo na rin. anu pa ba mga tanong?
oo na adik na.. parang ikaw hinde.

oo na nga....
sa sabado...

sabadow. saturday...

babalik ako.